Queerious Belongings
STARTING PRIDE WEEKEND OF JUNE 2025 to END OF AUGUST 2025
Collected works by students from the course "Making Gender: 2SLGBTQIA+ Studio", May-June 2025, OCAD University, taught by Julius Poncelet Manapul
17 ARTISTS: Nehir Ay, Ava Bowman, Laura De Micheli, Tania Gardner Rodriguez, Yoonha Lee Jang, Fatma Juma, Zenab Kazmi, Mars Shepherd, Isaiah Sta. Maria, Anastasia Vavaroutsos-Moffat, Zoë Walters, Yan Yan, Can Li, Yixuan Qin, Cassie Chen, Yuxuan Fan, Zunhao Hu.
These series of work came out from the "Making Gender: 2SLGBTQIA+ Studio" 2025 class which explores queer theory, gender, sexuality, the reflection of the past, present and the future. Asking how diverse cultural lived experiences confronts challenges and society structures through transcending visual languages and critiques. These 17 creators from diverse practice, tackle subject matters that are in our ever-changing global landscape lingering in the personal, the public realm, the nostalgia, the political, the cultural, and the social realm within the ever-changing queer narratives within 2SLGBTQIA+. During the class we had reflected on what a queer sense of be-longings can be within a hopeful future along with the allies in class that support ways of acceptance, equity, diversity and inclusion.
The "Making Gender: 2SLGBTQIA+ Studio" course was started by late artist and past OCAD U professor Wendy Coburn who had passed away 10 years from this month of June 2025. Even after their passing Wendy’s legacy in starting a pedagogical difference for equity, diversity, a space for the 2SLGBTQIA+ communities and its learning still withstand today. We appreciate the difference these steps offer our futurity.
Nehir Ay
Title: "Freak Freak Orlando"
Medium: Silicone sex toy sculpture
Scale: 4" x 4"
Program: Graphic Design
This work is built after the cinematic remakes of Virginia Woolf’s time, space, and gender fluid character; Orlando. The physical characteristics of this sculpture such as color, pearls, and hair texture and hair color are a grounding and faithful adaptation of Orlando’s appearance and fashion in the 1992 remake by Sally Potter (screened in class). However the conceptual framework is based on the avant-garde, 1981 remake by Ulrike Ottinger (Freak Orlando).
Orlando’s mortality is enough to make them a monster. This project aims to play with the balance between real and monstrosity. It questions the birth of the stereotypes that birthed homonormativity. It is not a chronological tracing back however. In contrast to films with a linear narrative, Freak Orlando is ahistorical, regardless of how frequently they may invoke historical events. They lack faith in progress and express the conviction that regardless of how much the forms may change, superstition will persist. "Instead of developing, events cluster and accumulate into a monumental story."
The choice of implementing dental, anal, and yonic forms come from my studies of the mythological creature, Vampire. The queering biting act of the Vampire, according to Christine Prevas, simultaneously represents the “mouth, vagina, phallus, and even possibly anus, with the 'rank,' nausea-inducing scent of Dracula’s breath.” I combined all of these organs in a cluster, 2 co-existing without hinting at a climactic use –which is why I avoided a phallic form. This is also inspired by the ahistorical, and non-linear narrative of Freak Orlando.
This project started with my question of "What would porn/sex tech look like in the obsolescence of homonormativity?” However, my process of designing this sexual sculpture changed significantly when I let go of the climax (the idea of getting at an answer) because I don’t think this is a question that necessarily demands an answer –but a thought experiment.
Ava Bowman
Title: "Ava’s Survival Guide to (Queer) Self-Love"
Medium: 8 Page Collaged Zine
Scale: 18" x 24" Unfolded
Duration: 00:01:38
Program: Drawing and Painting
“Ava’s Survival Guide to (Queer) Self-Love” is a short zine that is meant to serve as an ironic “guide” to finding queer self-love and understanding where it comes from. The ironic portion of this is that I myself am not a good guide. I wanted to portray how messy and confusing it is to find this kind of idea, and I did that by keeping it very personal, like a diary entry format. The video part is not only for accessibility purposes, but also to further place myself into my work and tie it into me. That is also the purpose of the photos I used. They were taken on a digital camera with help from a friend, and I dressed and wore makeup that felt very colourful and whimsical to capture that essence. The tangibility of this zine is important to the authenticity of my work as viewers can physically feel the textures and details of the constructed collage as well. I wanted this to carry a bit of a surreal feel, so collage elements and video editing choices also contribute to that. I wanted to make something that can be reproduced and easily distributed physically, but also easily viewable without requiring that physical part. Overall, I hoped that my way of expressing myself through this mixed media project would serve as potential comfort to a certain queer audience, or be insightful for a wider range of viewers.
Laura De Micheli
Title: "Transparências: Vidas Interrompidas" (Transparency: Interrupted Lives)
Medium: Transparency, Bandage Tape, Metal Hoop Ring
Scale: 5" x 5"
Program: Graphic Design
Transparências: Vidas Interrompidas (Transparency: Interrupted Lives) is a memorial book project that honors trans lives lost to violence in Brazil, the country with the world’s highest rate of murders of the trans community. The work consists of several portraits of victims from the year 2024, layered on top of each other and printed on acetate. The piece touches on the visibility of trans people and its relationship to erasure and invalidation in society, as explored in texts like "We’re Here and We’re Queer!" by Michelle Walks, and "Queertopia is a Country That Does Not Exist" by Julius Poncelet Manapul. The book will be bound by a single metal hoop and housed in a bag made of bandage tape.
The source of these cases and images is drawn from Trans Murder Monitoring, ANTRA Brazil, and local media reports. The portraits use a halftone effect, a visual technique often used to distort photos in a way that prevents a figure from being fully seen, further emphasizing their current absence. Shape plays an important role: the squared “small photo” format directly references identification photos, highlighting how trans identity itself often becomes the reason many victims are targeted.
Through the single binding, viewers are invited to experience the work without a defined beginning or end, understanding it instead as a never-ending cycle that tragically continues in Brazil. The project depends heavily on viewer participation to bring the narrative to life. The act of unsealing the book from a fragile bag made of bandage tape, and unfolding what at first appears to be nothing more than a black block of stacked paper, is how these stories begin to surface. The viewer becomes part of the process of generating visibility, of reclaiming the personal identities that were taken away.
As a Brazilian designer and artist, I have heard countless stories and even lost family members to this ongoing systemic issue. Trans lives remain highly marginalized and often invisible in Brazil. When the images are layered together, nothing can be seen. But when viewed individually, one sees lives, people, and names. Returning to the question of visibility, and going even further. Transparências seeks to contribute to memory and justice, honouring a simple human wish: to exist. A wish that was denied.
Tania Gardner Rodriguez
Title: "Arbol de Mi Vida" (Tree of my Life)
Medium: Digital Media
Scale: 28" x 32" and varies on the viewing device
Duration: 00:00:03 Loop
Program: Illustration
Arbol De Mi Vida, is a work that takes an illustrative approach my personal experience with the extremely abstract concept also known as gender identity. I used traditional artistic elements from my culture to help give the image shape, specifically the Mexican crafts of Trees of Life from Metepec and Alebrijes from Mexico City. Trees of Life being intricate clay sculptures that where traditionally used to illustrate stories and concepts, and Alebrijes being paper mâché sculptures of fantastical and unreal creatures composed of no one animal and unnatural colours.
These two-art form were used to visualize and give shape to my personal experience with gender identity. Using the format of a Tree of Life, I surround myself with gender signifiers, representations and valued traits I have valued while displaying how I truly don't feel attachment or value to aligning with a specific one. The alebrije's impermanence nature and defiance of being categorized as one thing serve as a symbolism to me not identifying as any one thing.
At the centre is me in all the physical attributes that I consider and important part of my identity, symbolizing how I simply consider myself a skeleton that happens to be perceived due to my flesh casing. With the digital and moving shapes around it showing how impermanence and transient your identity can be.
Duration Above: 1. "god_i_wish_that_were_me" 00:00:04 Loop
Duration Above: 2. "ladies_is_it_gay_to_want_to_only_play_fireboy_and_not_watergirl" 00:00:07 Loop
Duration Above: 3. "task_failed_successfully" 00:00:08 Loop
Yoonha Lee Jang
Title: "mom said its my turn on the computer" Series
Medium: GIF Web Image
Scale: 1920 px x 1080 px
Program: Experimental Animation
mom said it’ s my turn on the computer is perpetual visual error, made from images from across time and digital space. It is an attempt to recover unrecorded digital experiences as a queer person growing up on the Internet. Drawing from the writing of Jack Halberstam on failure and Legacy Russell on glitches, the digital collages of Petra Cortright, and the vibrant visual culture of early digital and Internet aesthetics, this project is a personal navigation of identities that have been presented to me as correct or desirable, and my attempt to exist between those identities as a “glitch”. The work utilizes a combination of Microsoft assets, old Windows screenshots, flash games, memes, K-Pop music videos, and photos of myself, and embraces the Internet’s tendency to be insincere and ironic and “cringe”, but in turn finding honest and uniquely digital modes of embodiment through them. I exist in between Canadian and Korean, in between genders, in between video and photo, in between real and virtual space.
The first two GIFs in the series explore my experience of connecting with my sexuality and gender through the only form of Korean pop culture I was connected to and through online games. As a very introverted person, my (digital) childhood experience is self-contained and I have close to nothing to remember it by, including very few photos of myself; thus, these gifs attempt to retroactively record my younger self in a digital form. The last in the series is a self portrait digital embodiment in unabashed glitchiness and queerness, now not just through consumption, but through creation and self-expression. As artworks that revel in their digitalness, I imagine them posted in a kitschy Neocities personal blog, and perhaps get saved, shared, and become nomadic like most digital images do.
Fatma Juma
Title: "Inside My Head"
Medium: Photography
Scale: 23.39" x 33.11"
Program: Photography
This work is of my emotions of sexuality, belonging and acceptance, sadness and self-hate that I’ve held onto for years. I’m the subject matter for this project as the concept is of what I kept hidden out of shame and fear. This work isn’t just an assignment, it’s a therapy for me to let everything out. The themes depicted in this series are sexuality, body image, self-hate and depression. I chose to do this project as a photographic series because it’s a big part of my identity and the method/style of photography I chose was a portrait work depicting my true feelings about my sexuality and my life, while using references from class readings to conceptualize the storytelling aspect.
The techniques/materials I used were a tripod and a ring light, I angled the camera and light in different positions to depict different emotions. The black and white relates to my ideas because it helps depict the feelings of self-hate and sadness I’m portraying and the alienation from family and religion surrounding my sexuality. Wetting my hair was a split-second decision which was perfect for the look I was going for and for my facial expressions, I didn’t act out anything I was simply using my resting face.
The viewers will make their conclusions about the work based on what they experience but for me, my need to be seen as I am while simultaneously hiding away from it as well is a constant back-and-forth that just eats away constantly. The scale for all the images would be the same, 23.39 x 33.11 inches. It relates to LGBTQ2S because it revolves around feelings of belonging and acceptance of sexuality and body image which is a battle we all face. I've put all my emotions and soul into this and I feel it should matter in the community because most works shown that represent LGBTQ2S are of acceptance and showing pride and I wanted to show a darker and raw side to that acceptance and the toll it takes on a person's mental health.
Above Video: "Faqiri Chaap: A Shrine of Queer Becoming" Installation
Above Video: "Faqiri Chaap: A Shrine of Queer Becoming" Projection Video
Zenab Kazmi
Titile: "Faqiri Chaap: A Shrine of Queer Becoming"
Medium: Installation Including a Soft Sculpture, Ghungroo and Framed Projection
Scale: Installation Varies from Different Spaces
Duration: 00:01:56
Program: Sculpture and Installation
Faqiri Chaap is a soft-sculptural video installation that reimagines queer embodiment through a Sufi lens. Rooted in movement, ritual, and memory, this work inhabits the Third Space that Homi K. Bhabha speaks of: a space between borders, between selves, where contradiction is not a conflict but a process of becoming.
At the heart of the installation is a found wooden frame, suspended on the wall, inside which a layered video composed of visuals of my feet adorned with ghungroos performing dhamaal to the beat of the dhol is played. The video is stitched between images of my past and present spaces. My voice moves through the piece in Urdu, carrying questions, declarations, and longing. Only three phrases appear in the text:
These are not subtitles. They are offerings. They are pauses. They are breaths.
To the left of the projection hangs a soft sculpture of a vulva, hand-stitched from chiffon and velvet (from Pakistan). It is framed by a found oval mirror frame that was once shattered and is now made sacred. To the right, the ghungroos I wore during dhamaal now hang quietly, holding the memory of movement. A triptych of this vulva appears in the video when I speak of the destination. The religious symbolism of three positions the vulva as a site of reclamation. It becomes a subversive metaphor for power, memory, ritual, and devotion.
The scripts that run through this piece exist as whispered zikr, sometimes defiant, sometimes desperate. It does not seek to explain queerness to religion, nor religion to queerness. It lives where they already meet, in longing, in repetition, and surrender. It is a call across time, lineage, and exile; a reminder that queer Muslims have always existed, and Ishq never belonged to just one kind of body. This is not a rebellion from faith, but an invitation to return through love.
Video Above: "Colours and Shapes" Version 1 with Queer Village Soundtrack
Video Above: "Colours and Shapes" Version 2 with Digital Soundtrack
Mars Shepherd
Title: "Colours and Shapes”
Medium: Paper and Markers, Stop-Motion Animation
Scale: Varies from the Projection or Screen
Duration: 00:00:42
Program: Drawing and Painting
I am a Drawing and Painting major in OCAD U and wanted to break from that mould of only doing paintings. I had the drive to experiment with something new like animation or sculpture. I am taking a minor in animation and I want to continue to improve my skills in that medium. I would love to do a stop motion film and I like creating puppets for film. I have chosen to make a stop motion film using paper cut outs in the colours of the pride flags. My thought process was because because of the bright colours it would make my animation more interesting and I wanted to represent people of the community. I was really inspired by Jim Henson’s short film called “ Time Piece”. One of the segments in the film was of colourful shapes made to move around using stop motion. You might have noticed that I have two animations of the same thing and that is because I am very new to any animation software and in my original animation the colours came out way too bright in a way that almost the whole screen was white. This colour trouble reminds me of the original Pride flag which had 8 colours instead of 6. The original Pride flag had an additional two colours hot pink and teal which had to be removed because of printing which was only able to print 6 colours not 8. My animation colours showed up really well and some got washed out. With some help I was able to learn editing software's to try to fix my animation. With the colours messed up and the values scrambled I still thought it was a very interesting animation and I thought that it could tie into how the 2SLGBTQAI+ community can be miss represented and have their real selves changed in a way or how over time people can changed with time.
My original plan was to use shapes and colours to represent people of the 2SLGBTQAI+ community but while I was making the animation it slowly showed to be more interesting to create abstract shapes floating around. This semester at school was only a month long and if I had more time to plan and exude my original vision I would. While I was making the animation I slowly started to move away from using the puppet of shapes and making each flag transition into another flag using patterns and other traditional techniques. Each sexuality and gender are connected to each other we are all human, we are all deserving of respect and love and I wanted to show that with the transition between each flag and the people who fall in the middle are the triangles and other shapes that move around.
Isaiah Sta Maria
Title: "Seep"
Medium: Denim, Tulle, Photography
Scale: Photograph Print Varies to Poster Scale 40" x 27"
Program: Graphic Design
Seep is a wearable exploration of identity, discomfort, and concealment. Constructed primarily from denim, a fabric known for its roughness and discomfort. My piece symbolizes the emotional and societal constraints I navigate daily. Denim becomes my second skin, a structured and uncomfortable material, representing the protective layer I wear in order to comfortably exist in a body that doesn’t align in the environment it manifests itself within.
Threaded through this structure is rainbow tulle, a delicate, translucent material that flows in and out of the denim. The tulle represents my queerness. Accented throughout, yet intentionally obscured and half-revealed. Its presence suggests something innate and beautiful that resists total suppression, even as it remains partially hidden beneath the weight of societal expectations. The tension between the harshness of denim and the lightness of tulle mirrors the emotional friction between presenting a version of myself that feels socially safe and suppressing aspects of my truth that are integral to who I am.
The denim outfit shows many layers, representing the multiple metaphoric walls that arise when presenting myself to the world. As the rainbow tulle continuously seeps through the cracks of the garment, it shows covering half of my face. Showing how even though my sexuality is an integral aspect of my identity, I am silenced at the hands of myself. As much as I try to control what part of me shows, the more I lose that sense of control as I lose sight of who I am, as I look for a place to fit in.
Seep reflects how my queerness is not always loudly declared. It seeps, subtly and persistently, through the surfaces I construct in order to hide who I am. The work becomes a thought provoking piece on what it means to exist in a body that is constantly negotiating between authenticity and safety, between exposure and survival.
Anastasia Vavaroutsos-Moffat
Title: "Angry Women Lovers"
Medium: Photography, Collage, Creative Writing
Scale: Average Magazine Print 8” x 11”
Program: Creative Writing
In a series of five 8" x 11” magazine pages, I depict the anger that brews when lesbians are fetishized. Using photography, collage, creative writing, nature, and the body, I explore gender roles and heteronormative comfortability. Displaying this work in a magazine will contradict what magazines have been known to represent for decades. Lesbian love is sexualized for male fantasy, then used against us to justify hate. Stone Butch Blues by Leslie Feinberg highlights this anger and fear, and I take great inspiration from the novel. The raw and gritty life Jess (the protagonist) leads is something I’d like to depict through my art.
This project began prose focused and resulted in allowing the images and words to speak for themselves. I started with two models but decided using one would do a better job at honing in on one energy. My model’s comfortability in the creek, while also being aware of another gaze fixed on her, displays her vulnerability. In three outfits – one stereotypically masculine, one femme, one all black with more skin – the emphasis on body highlights the metaphorical and literal undressing of sapphics. Clothes shape perception. The choice to conform/push back against stereotypes is a decision often made with the male gaze involved. The sexualization of lesbians is prominent in subtle ways – from asking “Who wears the pants?” to blatant lesbian pornography, there’s constant pressure to meet preset, heteronormative (and homonormative) criteria. In Stone Butch Blues, Jess’ gender expression fluctuates throughout the novel, causing tension in not only her self expression, but also in her intimate relationships. The characters of the novel deal with so much violence and hate. When they strike back, they are deemed crazy, unreasonable, and most of all, angry.
Using Lily, my girlfriend, as my model created a comfort and rawness that I was looking to capture on camera. The depiction of nature implies interconnectedness and the ability to feel a little freer. The repetition of Is this what you wanted? Are you satisfied? And Stay quiet. Stay docile. Stay sweet. depicts frustration. It’s the back and forth many lesbians face on the daily. It highlights social expectations and the constant need for validation, even if that’s the last thing we’d like to admit.
Zoë
Title: "The Other Side”
Medium: Special Effects Makeup, Makeup
Scale: Photo Image Varies in Space
Duration: 00:40:21 Timelaps
Program: Graphic Design
The Other Side is a work that visually combines my two most undiscovered sides. As someone who has always found a creative release in art forms that are expressed through the body, I love to experiment with things that make others question how and what they’re seeing. I’ve been doing self-taught special effects makeup for about 4 years now, and I wanted to use this art form for my project, because I feel that it fits what I’m trying to achieve, and it’s a form of expression that is not used very often.
My work will be a series of 3 makeup looks. Each one is a visual image of how the LGBTQ2S+ community is seen and accepted in Asian, specifically Chinese, culture. My canvas for this project will be my own skin, and the materials I will use are a variety of special effects makeup and normal cosmetic products. My entire piece of work will be done in a matter of a few hours (documented over several days). The final work will be still images of the final 3 looks and a time-lapse of each look as well. As someone who was adopted and completely cut off from their birth origin and culture, this is an opportunity for me to research and embrace my origin. This final work ties two undiscovered halves of my self into one work that represents self-repair and self-discovery. This piece of work will sew together my lost culture and my quiet identity, creating a bold sense of self. Taking two of my halves to make the whole me, even if this whole needs to be sewn together.
I hope that my work and my research on self-discovery and acceptance within my culture can be related to many others and help them with their journey. With this piece, I hope I can look through a new lens and stitch together two of my undiscovered halves.
Yan Yan
Title: Absence
Medium: Digital print on Bulletin Board
Scale: Poster Size Varied from Spaces
Program: Illustration
For this word I intend to create a peek into a fictional world where functional gender affirmation care is available for everyone and is actively pushing toward understanding and equality. My choice to put everything on a bulletin board to mimic a doctor’s office stemmed from the experience of reading everything I could find at an environment intended to make you wait, like a doctor’s waiting room, and unintentionally consuming a lot more information than I normally would have, which I believed could be useful when creating an accepting space where people are inclined to accepting new information. I believe that the mass while appearing to be unaccepting at the moment on topics surrounding LGBTQIA+ for the moment, a sizable part of them can still be convinced by providing sufficing information and an environment that prioritizes understanding.
I chose a variety of topics to display on the bulletin board, like the comparison between fire and assigned sex, which has proven to be a convincing analogy from my experience. By pointing out that fire is merely a combination of several natural phenomenon’s that only appears to form a foundational element of the world which we now know is not true, it becomes easier to accept that “biological sex” is a concept of similar conditions, making way to the deconstruction of the concept. I also intend to point out that although one might frown at the mention of gender affirmation the average person indulges themselves in gender affirmation care quite often like hair transplant and plastic surgery, even if they do not realize it, hoping that it would ease the audience of the concept. Finally, I designed a pair of gender-neutral mascots and created several stickers off the designs, intending to further the impression that this is supposed to be a welcoming and soothing piece. All the artworks use a limited palette meant to look faded and brittle, reminding the audience that they are from a world that does not yet exist, emphasizing on the absence.
The entire piece is made with a broader, potentially not that friendly audience in mind, intending to ease them into a more accepting attitude by creating a slight sense of misplace as the pieces are seemingly intended for a more accepting world.
Can Li
Title: "Mirror Identity"
Medium: Digital Illustration
Scale: 2376px x 3019px
Program: Illustration
This digital painting conveys the struggle and awakening during the exploration of LGBTQIA+ identities. In front of the mirror, I have a male physical appearance, but what is reflected in the mirror is the female image I identify with in my heart. It is just like the internal conflict of transgender individuals in gender anxiety - the physical labels given by society and the true self deep in one's soul are always in opposition.
The various expressions on the portraits on the wall are like the way the public views the LGBTQIA+ community. The person in the mirror shows a mocking expression, a puzzled expression, with confusion, surprise, and anger. Different faces, each one, hides a story of different gender traits and sexual orientation identities. The traditional gender framework is like a thick wall, confining me within the discipline of "what it should be", like facing a broken mirror, self-awareness is fragmented. But in fact, this gender orientation has been subconsciously locked in at birth. Some studies suggest that exposure to abnormal levels of sex hormones during fetal development may affect sexual orientation. For example, excessive androgen levels during pregnancy may increase the sexual attraction of female fetuses to females in adulthood, while insufficient androgen exposure may affect the differentiation of sexual orientation in male fetuses. (Hines)
On the other hand, regarding the broken mirror, I want to express that for the LGBTQIA+ community, from confusion to acceptance, it's like piecing together oneself in the shattered mirror image, finally daring to confront one's inner self and shout out "This is me". Furthermore, this symbolizes the breaking of traditional gender norms.
This digital painting is an epitome of our group's identity awakening, reminding every LGBTQIA+ partner not to be afraid of breaking, as it is the prelude to breaking free from shackles and finding one's true self. We should bravely embrace diversity and pursue our own authentic life.
Yixuan Qin
Title: "From Kitten to Queen”
Medium: Digital Illustrated Animation
Scale: Varied from Digital Screen
Duration: 00:00:13
Program: Experimental Animation
My work is a looping 2D animation that follows the transformation of a black-and-white cat into a dazzling, drag queen leopard. This metamorphosis unfolds between two symmetrical mirrors, creating a space of reflection, duality, and confrontation.
At its core, the piece explores themes of growth and identity. As a member of a sexual minority, I’ve come to understand that self-recognition is not always straightforward. The struggle doesn’t only come from external judgment or discrimination—it often begins within. Sometimes, when we look into the mirror, the question arises: “Who is this? Who am I, really?”
The cat’s transformation into a vibrant, confident drag leopard is not just a change in appearance—it’s an act of reclaiming the self. Drag, in this context, is not just performance; it’s a way to re-imagine and reassert identity. Through changing how we present ourselves, we sometimes find a version of us that feels more true, more whole.
This animation is a visual narrative about courage, self-confrontation, and the fluidity of identity. Between the two mirrors, the self begins to shift—not to become someone else, but to finally recognize who has been there all along.
Cassie Chen
Title: "The secret written in the fabric"
Medium: Drawing, Mix Media, Silk, Linen, Glue, Paper, String, Tape, Cotton
Program: Illustration
My work mainly uses Nüshu (a unique female script) as the writing language for "Xingke Songs," with the cover of the rib-shaped book crafted from traditional costumes. I aim to express how women and lesbians are forced into invisibility in a patriarchal society. The inspiration for using ribs as the book cover comes from the Western biblical story where Eve was created from Adam's rib, implying that women are accessories to men. Nüshu was a counterattack by women in old times against the deprivation of their right to education in a patriarchal society, while "Xingke Songs" emerged as a product of women escaping arranged marriages. The artwork I Bring Myself by Marissa Largo has also inspired me greatly in terms of presentation.This work is far more complex than I initially thought, and the most challenging part was sewing the fabrics together—I had never tried sewing before. Yet, in those days, every woman was expected to master sewing, which reflected the patriarchal stereotype that women were unsuited for reading but fit for textile work.
Since Nüshu was primarily transmitted by sewing characters into clothing, I didn't give up even though my stitching was messy. I believe this imperfection highlights the contrast between the old and new eras, breaking the stereotype of women. Exposing the threads on the fabric also symbolizes revealing the invisibility of women and lesbians, urging the world to see and accept their existence. All faces in the photos are blurred because I don't want this work to be merely my personal perspective—it's a global issue concerning the experiences of all women and lesbians. The blurred faces echo the patriarchal erasure of women, but this time, the blurring is a conscious choice, hoping that women worldwide can be seen and heard. Through this work, I strive to challenge gender inequality in patriarchal societies: women have the right to write their own life stories. Society's structure shouldn't be dominated by male voices alone—women's voices deserve to be heard. Women have the right to choose their own marriages and relationships; their lives should be determined by themselves, not controlled from birth.
Lesbians’ histories have been even more deeply erased. Many close relationships between women were simply described as “friendships,” which hides their true identities and experiences. This doesn’t mean lesbians didn’t exist in the past—it means their stories were silenced or erased by history and society.
Yuxuan Fan
Title: “异类” (Outcasts)
Medium: Digital Illustration
Program: Illustration
I chose to focus on the struggles that LGBTQ people face in Asian countries, especially in China. My work comes from my own experiences and those of my LGBTQ friends. I decided to use drawing as my medium. At first I only had some scattered ideas in my head, but after thinking back on what my friends went through, I found a clear direction. I want to speak out for the LGBTQ community in a simple, direct way. That’s why I picked illustration. As an illustration student, I know how to use this medium to show the feelings I want to share. Most LGBTQ art I’ve seen feels hard to understand. My illustrations will be more straightforward and easy to get. I think they’ll catch the interest of other LGBTQ people because they show real problems that China’s LGBTQ community faces every day. These are true stories, and I believe people will relate.
All my inspiration comes from my own life. In high school, my first crush was a girl who’s LGBTQ. Before I confessed to her, she already came out to a classmate, and then other students started to isolate and reject her. Her parents didn’t understand, they thought she was sick. This experience inspired my first and third drawings. In the first painting, her parents look like spiders trapping her in a web and forcing her to become what they want. In the third drawing, two LGBTQ people are surrounded by caution tape, as if they’re monsters that people hate and fear. I chose a TV static effect for the background behind them. This represents how their voices go unseen and unheard, as if they’ve lost signal and are isolated and helpless.
The second drawing their outfits are the uniforms of Chinese high school students. Their daily live is like living in a perilous forest. If they ever caught in the light, they’re exposed to the threatening eyes lurking in the darkness. The idea came from what I saw online: LGBTQ people getting judged and attacked with hateful words on social media and other sites. With my work, I hope to tell everyone in the LGBTQ community who’s going through this: I see what you’re facing, and I’m here to speak up for you. Even if I’m just one person, I want to help. I attended the graduation ceremony this year, and I still remember what our principal said at the ceremony: “We cannot change the world, but we can start.”
Zunhao Hu
Title: 喜·异彩 (Happiness /Colorful)
Medium: Installation, Charcoal Pencil, Dry Pastels, Tape, Paper, Markers
Scale: Varied from Customized Installation in a Space
Program: Digital Painting & Expanded Animation
《喜·异彩》 (Happiness · Colorful)是一幅将中国传统被符号化的文字“喜”字解构,重构 为面对酷儿视觉语言的抽象作品,它源自我对“谁值得被祝福”这一问题的长期困扰与反思。在 华人为主体构成的社会,“喜”字通常出现在异性婚礼、家族传宗以及家庭庆祝中中,是一种典. 型的由异性恋家庭规范所主导的祝福符号。而在中国环境的酷儿群体在这种主流婚恋的影响 下,常常是被社会剥夺喜悦甚至被剥夺幸福的那群人。我希望通过抽象绘画的形式,把这个字 拖出它原本的语境,通过在视觉上将其变得模糊、抽象、变形,并给予它新的含义。
在创作刚开始时,我首先尝试不断解构“喜”字的形状,通过几种不���时期的字体的试写 后最终选择了篆体,因为其形态更加柔和且更符合我个人对喜字的审美追求。其与现代字��� 不同的流动效果从视觉上更接近一种情感与身份的不确定性,同时也因为篆体作为中国汉字 从甲骨文到现代字体之间的一段过度,在中国文字的历史上起到了承上启下的作用。这是一 种具有身份的不稳定性与不断变化的字体(不同地区在写法上都会有细微的不同)以此解放性 别身份的僵化框架。而在色彩的选择上,我刻意地使用了可以代表2slgbtqia+群体的各种色彩,通过将色彩融入进整幅画面来表现出整个群体的融合感,再将色彩注入到“喜”这个字体里,来展示queer群体对于这个字体含义的结合,期待并憧憬一个人人都拥有幸福的世界。
Happiness / Colorful is an abstract work that deconstructs the Chinese traditional symbolic word "喜" and reconstructs it into a queer visual language. It stems from my long-term concern and reflection on the question of "who is qualified to be blessed". In a society dominated by Chinese people, the word "喜" usually appears in heterosexual weddings, family lineage and ritual celebrations. It is a typical blessing symbol dominated by heterosexual norms. Under the influence of this mainstream marriage and love, the queer community in the Chinese environment is often deprived of joy and even happiness by society. I hope to drag this word out of its original context through the form of abstract painting, and give it new meaning by making it blurred, abstract and deformed visually. I hope this work is not just a visual exploration, but also a rewrite of the inherent meaning of traditional Chinese culture.
Happiness · Colorful is an abstract work that deconstructs the Chinese traditional symbolic word "喜" and reconstructs it into a queer visual language. It stems from my long-term concern and reflection on the question of "who is qualified to be blessed". In a society dominated by Chinese people, the word "喜" usually appears in heterosexual weddings, family lineage and ritual celebrations. It is a typical blessing symbol dominated by heterosexual norms. Under the influence of this mainstream marriage and love, the queer community in the Chinese environment is often deprived of joy and even happiness by society. I hope to drag this word out of its original context through the form of abstract painting, and give it new meaning by making it blurred, abstract and deformed visually. I hope this work is not just a visual exploration, but also a rewrite of the inherent meaning of traditional Chinese culture.
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We hope you enjoyed the collection of works from the students at "Making Gender: 2SLGBTQIA+ Studio" June 2025. This online curation is proudly brought to you by "Outside the Box Collective" founded by Julius Poncelet Manapul & Neda Omidvar in 2022.